I’m participating in this week’s Five Minute Friday. This week’s word is “break”. Here we go:
Break…I need one. Badly. As I type this, my 6 yo daughter is whining from the bath that she wants to get out. My house is a total disaster. My husband is eating ribs that he made on his smoker while almost burning up the smoker. He is saying to leave her in there because she has been so whiny today. His frustration and her whininess feed off of each other. Our puppy is out back, but she will soon be in and mauling everyone and everything in sight. I talked to my mom today who is in hospice and she was crying. My life is currently exhausting, frustrating and completely overwhelming.
I know this is just a temporary thing. I know that my mom will not be here forever and I have to appreciate the time I have with her. I know that my daughter will grow up and instead of whininess, we will get attitude and slammed doors and silence. I will miss these days, not because of what these days were (I will never miss that), but because they will have gone by and people will leave us or change. But, when you’re in it, it is really hard to appreciate that. So, I keep trying to remind myself that this, too shall pass, and I will wish for these days back, despite the difficulty and the sadness and the frustration and the mess.
But, for now, I would just like a break.
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