Six Word Saturday

Six Word Saturday

Joining Six Word Saturday this week over at Show My Face.

All grown up.  What to be?

Summers are for reflection for me.  The rest of the year I tend to be so busy that I don’t have a ton of time to think about “things” or reflect on what I’m doing with my life and whether it is what I should be doing with my life or not.  I make all sorts of plans and read all kinds of self-improvement blogs and such and then the school year starts and I’m incapable of remembering my name let alone remembering what I am supposed to be doing to make myself a better person.

I love what I do.  I love teaching.  I even love coaching Speech and Debate most of the time.  But, I also love to write and speak to people outside of my classroom.  And I would love to actually make money doing those things (writing and speaking), but it is tough to figure out whether that is just a far-off dream that I am unwilling to commit to enough to be successful or whether it is that “call” that each of us has inside for what we are truly meant to do/be.

So, summer down time is here and my heart is able to wonder…what to be?

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Six Word Saturday: Tired, but Happy – Post Hospital Weekend

We are home!  I am amazed that we actually made it home in the least amount of time they estimated – four days.  It was not an easy four days and I did not sleep well or comfortably the entire time.  So, I am exhausted.  Bean is the same.  In fact, she is napping as I type this.  Hospitals are tiring.  There is no good rest to be had, there is no real comfort to be had…and the food isn’t very good.  So, I am extremely happy to have a weekend at home post-hospital.

Happy to be home, but exhausted.

The pacemaker placement went well.  All seems to be healing as it should be, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt or that she is ready to enjoy summer.  We did some shirt shopping this morning to give her looseness and comfort while the incision heals, but she got very tired quickly and the pain came back.  So, we only made it to a couple of stores and then we were back home, resting.  Which is fine.  A little bit at a time.  Here are some pics from her hospital stay and coming home:

 

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Six Word Saturday – Busy Weekend Edition

Joining up for a quick Six Word Saturday over at Show My Face.  Short, but sweet this week.

End of Spring 2016.  Summer begins!

Although I don’t feel like Summer officially begins until my DD gets out of school (Noon on Thursday), I am officially on Summer “break” (grading is still happening of course…I haven’t been THAT productive)!  This weekend has been super busy though.  We have my Father In Law visiting, Friday was my DD’s school carnival, tonight she has her Girl Scout Cookie Sale recognition and end-of-year celebration, tomorrow my Father In Law leaves and we might go to the fair tomorrow or Monday, and Tuesday is the end-of-year field trip to the park for my DD’s class.  Sigh…and all this while also trying to grade, grade, grade, clean up a dirty, cluttered house (which is what happens while I’m focused elsewhere for a few weeks) and keeping our lawn alive in the backyard.  I got some free sod off of Craig’s List and filled in the rest with some Weed and Seed and we’re trying to get it to grow so we’ll have a lawn this summer instead of dirt with some grass growing hear and there (we killed it a couple of years ago with one of those big pools, so it is our own fault).  My DH has been getting up early almost every morning to go and fish or shoot targets with friends, so I haven’t been able to get much sleeping in done (not that I am really a person who sleeps in much anyways) and I’m pretty exhausted.  But, I’m feeling like I’m getting things accomplished and that means a lot to me at this point.  I am looking forward to a summer of reading, rest and redoing my Argumentation and Debate class for the grant I received in the Spring semester (a year-long redo with tech and supplemental instruction and all kinds of exciting stuff).  So, I’ve got a great summer ahead!

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Six Word Saturday – Final Countdown Edition

Now officially in the final countdown!

final countdown pic

Sorry, but for most of you that is probably true.  I actually love the commercials with that song in them.  It was a fave of mine back in the day and I think the commercial is hilarious.

But, seriously, I AM in the final countdown.  One of the campuses I work at is done for the semester (other than a pile of grading I have to do in those classes, but I’m making pretty good progress this weekend) and the other is in finals this coming week.  So, three more class meetings and I. am. finished.  So thankful.  I am tired this semester.  More tired than usual I think.  But, I also think that teaching is like childbirth.  If anyone really remembered everything that happened in the process, they would never return to do it again.  So, we have some selective memory that allows us to continue doing what would otherwise seem insane to do a second (or third, or twenty-third time – well, not childbirth unless you’re part of that Duggar family and they really may be legitimately insane – at least some of them. But with teaching, people definitely teach for upwards of 20-25 years and that is 40-50 semesters or more).  So, yeah.  We remember the good, tend to play down or forget the bad and we go back the next time feeling like we have a good idea of what is coming, but not realizing our memories are all distorted somehow.

Well, that took a direction that I didn’t plan on at the start…but, that is the beauty of the Six Word Saturday!

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Six Word Saturday -Summer is Coming

Joining up at Six Word Saturday over at Show My Face.

Summer is Coming.  End in Sight.

That is basically my mantra these days.  I have four weeks left.  Three weeks at one campus and four weeks at the other.  And then I have some time “off”.  I put that in quotation marks, because although I won’t be teaching and coaching during that time, I have a lot of things I would like to get done.  But, it is so nice to not have to prep for class, go teach and grade.  It really does make a huge difference.

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Six Word Saturday -Spring Break Edition

Well, Spring Break is officially coming to an end.  It went by so quickly, as usual.  And it has been a bit of a roller coaster ride, to be sure.  I’ve adjusted to roller coaster rides over the last seven years and I’m pretty good at putting my arms up and trying to enjoy the fun parts and keep my stomach on the scary parts.  So, today’s Six Word Saturday recognizes that:

Fun! fear! Enjoy the roller coaster!

 

The fun was early in the week.  We went to Monterey Bay Aquarium and the beach.

Then we went to the hospital.  Not as much fun or beauty there.  But, it is what it is.

I’ll close my eyes, scream and see what is at the bottom.

 

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Six Word Saturday – Spring “Break”

Spring Break spent fixing broken heart.

No…not THAT kind of broken heart.  My DD is having her pacemaker placed this week. Her sinus node is not working properly, so she is getting a pacemaker to make sure that if it decides to quit completely, there is something there to pick up the pieces and make the heart beat.  We will really only be in the hospital for one night, but we have to be there the day before for pre-op appointments, then the day of, then an overnight stay afterwards, then hopefully home with pain meds and a sling on her left arm.

I am not THAT concerned about the pacemaker placement.  It seems relatively routine (although I question how routine anything is when you’re working on a seven year old with a transplanted heart and a valve that isn’t working properly).  I am more concerned about what she is going to be like afterwards.  She is slightly unpredictable when it comes to these things.  Sometimes, she is a real trooper and an excellent patient.  Other times, she is pretty whiny and overly dramatic and holds on to things for a long time.  So, we’ll see which DD comes home from the hospital with us this time.